I have previously blogged that I am looking for nice colorful (as in bright) tops for myself. I actually found one that was available in yellow and blue! But the sad news is, I looked like I’m trying too hard in it. Yes, trying hard to look thin.

I hope I’d find diet pills that work so I could go back to shopping for nice clothes again. I feel that my choices have become limited when I started gaining weight. I used to really love wearing racer-back tops but now I look like a boxer in them.

I still wear sleeveless or tube sometimes but I make sure I hide behind others whenever someone decides to take pictures. Honestly, I wanted to go back to being confident again… at all angles.